Gaming In My Opinion

Two players meet, only one can remain.
It's all how you play the game.
Online, Console,or tabletop.
Gaming is so good, You can't stop
Everyone everywhere has different styles.
You could play for a little bit or for a while.
Do you play defensive?
Taking your time to go grow like a flower.
Are you a player that likes being aggressive?
Always on the attack with overwhelming power.
Lagging, spamming or even an uneven number of pieces.
It's never over until the last play ceases.
What I am trying to say is don't give up.
Granted when you lose a lot, it does suck.
So you have to get back in there and play one time.
Play it smart, hold your head up and don't whine.

Nightmare

Nightmares

So Fair

Why does my mind have to go there.

Ending up at the lair.

darkness is overwhelming

Thoughts on what to do next.

Can’t Maneuver through mess.

Why am I expected to know how ?

How can I see with all this doubt?

Society telling me to get out.

Be brave and be a man.

I get so emotional , can’t you understand?

I can’t smile all the time.

Even writing poetry , I can’t always rhyme.

Read between the lines.

I’m not okay even though I say I am to your face.

Granted it’s a lie but my mind is in a dark place.

Are you going to reach out and help ?

Are you going to leave like everyone else.

Telling me I deserve this.

Telling me that Karma is a bitch🤬.

Indeed so, maybe that’s why I am alone.

Maybe that’s why I don’t know where to go .

Am I a Joke to you ?

Sometimes I really believe that people see me as a joke.
Always saying that I get hurt the most .
This situation strangles me enough for me to choke.
What you fail to understand is that I am actually woke.
I do what I have to do.
Regardless if it has anything to do with you.
I have to push through
Even though I’m not there
Don’t despair
I’m not one of those who vanish into thin air.
I do my best to be there and understand.
What more do you expect of  me, I am just a man.
The broken man who does what he can.
If you can’t see that, I don’t know what else I can do for you to see.
It’s not all about me.
Understand for me it takes a lot to be heard.
I would be grateful if you understand my words.