Nightmare

Nightmares

So Fair

Why does my mind have to go there.

Ending up at the lair.

darkness is overwhelming

Thoughts on what to do next.

Can’t Maneuver through mess.

Why am I expected to know how ?

How can I see with all this doubt?

Society telling me to get out.

Be brave and be a man.

I get so emotional , can’t you understand?

I can’t smile all the time.

Even writing poetry , I can’t always rhyme.

Read between the lines.

I’m not okay even though I say I am to your face.

Granted it’s a lie but my mind is in a dark place.

Are you going to reach out and help ?

Are you going to leave like everyone else.

Telling me I deserve this.

Telling me that Karma is a bitch🤬.

Indeed so, maybe that’s why I am alone.

Maybe that’s why I don’t know where to go .