What it sounds like for real....

If only I could communicate.
If only I could relate.
It wouldn’t be so awkward for me.
I could get things done easily.
The way it is right now I only should be worrying for is myself.
I am looking out for my health.
I’m eating and I have clothes on my back.
I have games to play and at the same time anxiety attacks.
Anxiety from what you say ?
These negative thoughts that persist day after day.
Like my body , I need a strong support system.
It’s is necessary that I take my vitamins.
What am I missing ?
Oh I know the answer to that one.
Too bad it is all gone .
I’m not even sure there is a way to get it all back in the end.
Quarantine definetly lets you know who’s your friend.
I have to be my own best friend
I have to be there when I wake up from nightmares
I have to tell myself at times life can be unfair.
Have to keep my balance so I don’t fall down the stairs.
The thing is I’m asking myself beside me , does anyone even care .
I understand y’all have things on your mind.
Can only respond when you have time.
If you remember to that is, if you don’t that fine .
Just don’t wait too long or else it will be too late.
Tomorrow isn’t promised to anyone, even these days.
For those of y’all who read what I write down.
You know how this sounds.
Yes at times life can turn around.
I just got see that.
I have  to believe that.
Can’t just say it....
I have to mean that .