Thoughts while drinking white claw

White claw, that’s what I’m drinking right now.
When did I start? Heh I couldn’t even tell you how.
I’m drinking to feel mellow as a marshmallow.
Is it working ? Nope, I’m  still a sad fellow.
Quarantine. So simple and clean.
I don’t really leave my room, it has everything I need.
Or so I thought.
Shit there’s a lot of I bought.
Hand sanitizer, food, and more.
Trying to stay away from the store.
I don’t  really need to spend at the moment.
Laying down and reading YouTube comments.
People’s opinions are all over the place.
Why can’t people have a smile on their face.
Why can’t I ?
I’m sad and I am alive. I don’t want to die.
Society has this way of making me feel like I’m always in the way.
So much for having a good day .
Always here thinking the same thing.
What will the next day bring ?
Until then , this is the drunken master with another one.
While people getting their lives together , I just want to run.