You ain’t even around like that.
Come at me huh better come with facts.
Support system. eyes open 👀Where you at ?
Done with the chasing, leave that to the cat chasing the rats.
Being real with you though
In my room on my bed laying on the pillows.
Thinking how ain’t no one really here and it’s all in my head.
Internalizing the internal conflict and seeing its not good being dead.
Yet these feelings I have say otherwise.
Sry if I’m not like these other guys.
Sry I don’t have whip to pick you up in
Too bad when I scoop you up , it don’t feel like a win.
Trying to be mature, ended up acting like kids.
Saw you on xvideos with a couple of vids.
Oh Shit.....
Where was I going with this ?
Damn I’m never this crude.
these words , what do you mean I’m
being rude.
Writing all this down, I became a brand new dude.
Sensitive and caring yeah but not a fuckboy.
Done with all things and the flings. I’m out here looking for the joy.
No not a girl named joy, but life and all it gives me.
Give this Nigga right here some meaning.
You know it, I can’t give up right now.
Gotta get through this somehow.
Yeah I crashed ,burned and had doubts.
It’s time for those thoughts to get the fuck out .
Gotta say that again really loud.
Those feelings gotta get the fuck out!!
Peace✌🏾
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