My mind is full of regret.
Dont know what happens next.
I would like to forget as i rest.
Rest from all the over thinking.
Rest from all the complaining.
Rest from thr constant spending.
Above all, retire from all this drinking.
Drinking one isn't so bad.
When I over do it, I do get really sad.
Just want to yell at something when im mad.
I’m alive at least, shouldn't that make me glad?
Let the past go and accept the change.
I accept the outcome and feel the disgrace all the same.
Can't turn back time and do it all over again.
If I could, maybe I would be a different man.
I see people happy and feel I deserve that too.
I am a good person but it never comes through.
I dont what people say about you.
The things i have gone through have shown me a truth.
That maybe I deserve to be alone.
To be not welcomed home.
To not even have relationship and just be gone
Yes I know the poem sounds like a pity song.
Its all I know for right now.
Yes about the future i see a lot of my doubts.
Questioning everything and wanting to know how.
How can I find a way out?
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