Still got a life. Game ain’t over yet.

Is it wrong to miss someone?
Is it bad that I miss having fun?
These days I can’t do that.
Stay at home nowadays is a fact.
We are supposed to be spread out.
Yet here we out here without any doubt.
Doubt for me though is a decision.
Skeptical and buried in depression.

Taking care of myself seems so hard.
I had it my hands and now it seems so far.
I feel like I have nothing lose.
Well that’s not exactly true.
Family and friends who still come through.
I have to be grateful for some good news.

Yes I still have my life and my health as well.
Although when I sleep I go through hell.
It’s scary man..😬
Telling myself “do what you can”.
Go at your own place.
Stop doubting yourself and have faith.
Get that sad look off of your face.
You only I got the one .
As long as I have this life, I’m not done.