Friday, May 15, 2020

Last time I Visit the garden....






Today my mind wanders to that place.
Heading there with gloves and a mask on my face.
Will I breakdown once again like the time before?
No , I cannot . I have to endure it once more.
Why do I have to go there? It’s to let everything go .
Do I have to go there?  Not really , no.
If I want to stay where I am in the past
Not moving forward and having anxiety attacks .
Then I will just stay right where I am .
Now you do you understand.
I need to release this negativity badly.
It won’t be easy , Sadly.
Sure I will cry.
Scream to the heavens and say WHY?!
I got to get this done.
While the sky is clear and I can see the sun.
Afterwards I will never go there again.
For me though  , it will only be a memory of then.

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