Saturday, February 15, 2020

How it feels when I try to explain myself


Brain is overheating
Way Too much thinking
So freaking mad right now, so much emotion.
Not as vast and wide as the ocean.
Still though, it’s pretty deep.
Why do I have this feeling?
Is there a overall meaning?
Sometimes I just don’t know who to talk to.
I feel like at times it is me and not you.
I reach out and hope to have a conversation.
Instead I get very little information.
One word answers and the fact that they saw it.
Yes I know, busy and all but come on. Shit
I love myself because I see what I can do.
I can be in the bottom of the pit and still pull through.
I see that. How come no one else does.
Only seeing me for what I was.
I had my fair sense of issues.
Listening to tunes while feeling the blues.
Yet that is some old news.
See the man for who he is now .
Seeing past the man who used to shout.
Right now...
I am trying my best.
To do what’s right for me and to know what to do next.

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