Looking up toward heaven for an ounce of hope.
Yet one hope still believes that something can be done.
I squirm all around thinking of anyway I can run.
Run away to nowhere, anywhere but here.
From the Inside my head is so full of fear.
Feeling as if my surroundings can never truly understand me.
Reality, well for me is quite depressing.
Tomorrow is another day but I get stuck in the past.
There are some memories I wish that could last.
That could be the reason on why it is hard for me to move on.
Focusing on these memories as I listen to these songs.
"Breaking the Habit", "Sleeping awake", and "Breathing."
These songs were my anthem in my twenties.
Being in the thirties all I do now is look back at what was.
Just Because.
I don't feel as if I belong here in the present.
In 2008 i was content.
Just being me and what I could do.
as a youth.
There are some memories I wish that could last.
That could be the reason on why it is hard for me to move on.
Focusing on these memories as I listen to these songs.
"Breaking the Habit", "Sleeping awake", and "Breathing."
These songs were my anthem in my twenties.
Being in the thirties all I do now is look back at what was.
Just Because.
I don't feel as if I belong here in the present.
In 2008 i was content.
Just being me and what I could do.
as a youth.
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