Regrets

Patience is virtue and so is kindness.

Both are substitutes to violence.

I don’t like conflict and so I try to do my best.

To not be like the rest.

Yet...

This path I’m walking on, I have some regrets I wish to express before I lay down to rest.

I regret not listening enough to you when it matter.

Why did I start to listen after everything shattered?

I regret not being there for when you needed me.

After all I considered you my destiny.

I regret closing myself off to society.

To meet new people brings me so much anxiety.

I regret not asking for help.

Not realizing by not asking, I didn’t know how you actually felt.

Those choices I made,  didn’t help in the end.

Through life harsh lessons helped me to understand.

Even though they are gone, days goes by when I am thinking of it. 

How much of it I actually miss.

The memories of a better time.

When I was just starting to write rhymes.