Don’t know what I’m going to do.😔

Boy this week was hell but ,I was not expecting this.
 Damn Coronavirus
People who are just being silent.
Someone who moved on.
I do, correction I don’t know how to handle that at all.
Everyone has answer for when you fall.
Get it over it , it happened there nothing you can do .
Yes that true.
Even so that’s not even cool.
Not an ounce of a fuckin care there bruh
I’m just supposed to know how it works gov?
Spiraling downward
No motivation to move forward.
As I am left behind
With old memories from better times.
I think I will just stay here.
Until I see myself clearly.
In a better light.
Don’t judge me , this how I handle it.
Better than doing something stupid
Like really stupid , a decision that I will regret.
Don’t know what will come next.
Hope for the best
I guess.....