Just want this to stop....😔

Does it ever stop.

Wanna tell my heart, can you not ?
Trying to breathe, in and out.
Hard to do that when your mind is full of doubt.
There is no sound coming from my mouth.
Words seemed to be empty.
My sad feelings are all free.
Free to keep  me up instead of sleeping.
X or Juice wrld.
Listening to both thinking about the same girl.
It sad they are both gone .
They made some relatable songs.
Lucid Dreams overall is just straight Sad.
I cannot even be mad .
As much as I would like to be.
Disappearing....
For a ghost like me, it would be easy.
Ghostxero
Sry I’m not hero.
Just a villain who took to long to reveal his masterplan.
Wait, isn’t the card banned?
This ain’t yugioh, it’s in the real.
Trying to stay alive long enough to get to the next meal .