Do I make everyone leave me ?
I feel like I do and it’s not intentionally.
Hold on to my feelings , no I can’t anymore.
Those feelings have flown out the door.
Hurts so much, crying is so hard to do.
Same day different thing, nothing new.
I may sound negative but it’s what coursing through me.
Pain, guilt, Tragedy.
Don’t ever say it doesn’t matter to me.
Of course it does that is why I am hurting.
It always hurts when you keep it in.
Like a grenade with a pin.
Pull it out and throw up.
Boom and there it goes. Shucks...
How else am I suppose to get through it?
Oh yeah I’m stuck in quarantine.... Shit
Boatload of cards and games.
The collection I have is insane.
It doesn’t compare to the pain.
Makes all that stuff seem useless in the end.
Depression is always there and he’s no friend.
Not shutting out my friends, please understand that.
Not much you can do when I have anxiety attacks.
Going through hell of course.
Have to collect myself and my thoughts.
What else can I do....
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